People are so unsatisfactory.
Unreal.
Disgusting.
I'd be happy to live the rest of my life without them, but I know that I would be sad because without them, what is there to live for? I would kill myself from loneliness, but then, I'd kill myself from overreaction with humans. Can there not be some comfortable medium without being a social outcast? No, of course not. You are either completely social or wholly not.
The thing I hate is when you tire of a conversation or social group and wish to move on. But you can't just leave because it's impolite. I've tried it several times within a conversation, the results were not fabulous. I leave groups all the time because it's not quite as rude, but people still notice and people still talk about your presence not being there anymore. I know, I know, your saying "who cares what they think"... Well yes, but to live in this harsh world you must obtain decent social standards which include not leaving a social scene rudely. So you are stuck there being polite and wishing with all of your head to leave.
Then! The lame excuses that come to get out of there. I'm a horrid liar, and everyone knows when I do. So when I'm telling you awkwardly with a twitch in my eye that I have a tonnnn of homework to do. I'm lying, and I don't want to talk to you anymore.
I feel so terribly selfish and mean for my truthful views on the social life. But that is how I feel, and I feel like people are awful, wretched creatures.
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As i read this post all I could do was nod agreeing with you.
you are a very interesting person. we've all been where your at with this post. please write more. dont stop; please.
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